I wanted to touch you,
talk about love.
Only words
you say.
But
 I say listen.
Watch what you speak.
It will
 manifest.
Belief is power.
Believe in yourself.
I will never leave you.
I am you.
You touched me
on the inside.
On the outside,
true love
I
had
found you.


Tim Majkowski

Would a kiss be enough?
This need,

to surrender to the unknown.

Consumed by your beauty.

I look in the mirror. I see myself.

Your eyes,

vaporous particles of my existence.

The light shines there.

You are raw,
uncooked.

I am

fully baked
ready to be eaten.

When will the moment

come?

Is a kiss just a kiss?
Something more.

Perhaps.

Tim Majkowski

From the moment that I met you,

I knew without a doubt.

That deep inside I loved you,

A love I could not be without.

no friends to interfere

out to get your camera

as we stood so close so near.

I got into the car

and as you walked away,

I wished within that moment

we would meet again someday.

But my life was kind of crazy

so I up and left, I went.

Stayed upon a mountain top

until my soul was sent.

Alone now on my journey

facing fears along the way,

knowing every moment

I could be killed for being gay.

So I kept that mostly secret,

even hidden from myself.

As I walked across America

on an American walkabout.

Knowing the strength of spirit

I walked across this land.

Trying to build a future,

trying to lend a hand.

Finally California, San Francisco, USA

got to touch the ocean

when my soul

began to say.

Hate to interrupt your plans

but home you have to go.

You have unfinished business there,

Hurry! Its time to go.

So I jumped aboard a plane.

Three hours maybe more.

Back to where I started,

A few short months before.

At first I felt so welcomed,

then chaos persevered.

the life I knew had left me,

but soon it would become more clear.

I got a new apartment,

first time to live alone.

Finally no more drama

A place to call my own.

Then I met you in the driveway

as I looked into your eyes.

I felt a loving presence

but I did not realize.

That we had always been together

since that moment we had met.

Out to get your camera,

My love has no regrets.

                                                         Tim Majkowski

There is no other.

Only you.

Do not try to give me away.

I will not go.

I am

committed.

Like a madman out of control.

In search of

love.

I have found you.

Within me..

My lover in love with love.

The spirit knows.

The heart feels.

It is always darkest before dawn.

The sun is rising.

You

are my lover.

Do not

try to give me away.

I will not go.

Tim Majkowski

Like an empty headed simpleton
I walk through reality.

Misguided by lies that disguise
the meaning.
Hiding the truth
of serendipitous meetings.

All for a walk in the park.

There is magic here.
This clever unknowing.

Trusting what is seen.
Unseen even more.

Built upon faith
it's a natural reaction.

Present in the moment.

No need for retraction.

Patience in action.
A
contradictory
balance.

Yet
I am
swayed

in a natural way.

Towards the direction of my serving.

Like an empty headed simpleton.

A
fool for all
God's
love.

Tim Majkowski

The

attitude of gratitude.

Now

that's some powerful medicine..

Take it in the morning

and

everywhere you go.

Simple

acts of kindness

are sure to make a

show.

Make you glow,

from the inside out

as you

shine so bright,

Every

single moment,

Overflowing

love,

from within.

My

cup runnith over,

Is all you will

say.

With the attitude of gratitude,

Nothing

will stand in our

way.

Tim Majkowski

I must be crazy.

Thoughts of you fill my head,

but I am alone.

I hear your voice.

But your voice is inside of me.

It is not you at all.

But myself.

I listen, I am confused

by this deafening

I want to scream

but no one can hear me.

I have died to the past.

My life,

One breathe.

Our life,

my imagination.

This confusing joy,

my hangover.

I take another sip

and

rejoice.

Waves roll over me

then pull me out to the sea.

I am crushed.

Made into tiny droplets,

I fall like rain from heaven.

Tim Majkowski

A carnivorous response

to a moments past.

Eating ourselves

With a

passionate desire.

A hamburger, a steak, some chicken please.

Hurry,

be quick!

I have someone to be.

Eating ourselves, beating ourselves,

it's

man vs. man

In the great

I am.

Thinks of self, so importantly.

Chooses death.

Chooses still not to see.

That this life that we live is all energy.

It's all you and still me.

The birds, the bees, the flowers and the trees,

We all play together

In perfect harmony.

So can you see why it's important

to find love deep inside?

Until we do,

it's

just the

blind leading the blind.

Tim Majkowski

There's nothing to feel bad about.

We all make mistakes.

Nobody's perfect

Not like

I am.

Infallible law

repeating itself for the first time

Every time.

Consequence our arrogance.

Supreme Justice is served.

Nobody heard

through the madness

and the pain

that

I am

presence.

Eternal gift within all of life.

Death

our only savior

awakens

thee.

I am

forgiving.

I am

unconditional.

I am

love.

I am

all of this and still

just a man.

nothing I do is as great as

I am.

We all make mistakes

its all part of

Gods plan.

We learn as we grow.

We reap what we sow.

We really don't know

life in the flow.

Get ready to go.

It's not what you think.

Return as

I am.

It's all just a blink.

Tim Majkowski